Chapter 12 - The Truth in the Dark

I didn't try to pull him back. I didn't offer a motherly hug. I simply sat down on the wet, rough wood beside him, letting my legs dangle over the edge, just like his.
Julian glanced at me out of the corner of his swollen, red eyes. He looked baffled, terrified, and profoundly broken.
"Why are you here?" he whispered, his teeth chattering violently. "You hate me. I’m the proof that your husband didn't love you."
"I don't hate you, Julian," I said, pulling a spare wool scarf from my coat pocket and draping it over his shivering shoulders. He flinched, but he didn't pull it off. "I hated the lies your mother and Richard told. You were just the collateral damage."
"He was my dad," Julian sobbed, burying his wet face in his hands. "Every weekend, he’d tell me that everything he built was for me. He bought me that stupid watch on my twelfth birthday and said, *'One day, you'll run Vance Logistics, son.'* It was all a lie. He didn't even know who I was."
"Richard Vance was incapable of loving anything he couldn't put his name on, Julian," I said softly, looking out across the black water. "He didn't love you because of who you are. He loved you because he thought you were an extension of his own ego. And when he found out you weren't... his heart literally gave out."
Julian turned his head sharply, staring at me. "What did you say to him? Mom said you killed him with words."
"I told him the truth," I said, meeting the boy’s gaze. "I told him that he had spent thirteen years building an empire on sand. I told him that he was bankrupt, that he had no power left, and that the boy he tried to use as a weapon against me wasn't his blood."
Julian flinched, looking back down at the water. "So I’m nobody. I’m just Garrett’s mistake."
"You are nobody's mistake, Julian," I said, my voice hardening with fierce conviction. "Your mother used you to extort money. Richard used you to stroke his pride. And Garrett used you to save his own miserable skin. But none of that defines who you are unless you let it."
"They're going to put my mom in prison, aren't they?" he asked quietly.
"Yes," I said. I wasn't going to lie to him. He had had enough lies to last three lifetimes. "The things she did with Richard and Donald Sterling crossed lines that cannot be undone. She will have to answer for them."
"And where do I go? A foster home?"
I looked at this boy. For thirteen years, I had pictured him as a demon—a living, breathing reminder of my husband's infidelity, an existential threat to my life’s work. But sitting here in the freezing rain, he was just a terrified child who had never been given a choice.
"Do you want to go to a foster home, Julian?"
"No," he wept, his voice tiny. "I just... I just want someone to stop lying to me."
I reached out and placed a warm, firm hand on his soaked shoulder.
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"Stand up, Julian," I said. "Let's get you out of the cold."
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